Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Courage..


Changing my life was definetly a decision that needed alot of courage. I really had to be brave to make choices that honestly were going to change me.
At first, I had to change who i was. I used to wear a mask and be different around certain people. I wanted to "fit in". I didnt know that being like everybody else would affect me so much, but it did. I was miserable. With time i forgot who the real Bianca was. I looked at myself in the mirror and I had confusion in my eyes. I didnt know who i was. Most people say that happens because we are young and we go through "identity crisis", but i know that the only one to blame for my actions was myself. I was the one who wanted to "fit in", I didnt have to do it.. But i did.
After thinking about it, I finally realize that i needed help. But not any type of help, I needed God's help. So I took the decision to be myself. I decided to be who I am. If my "friends"didnt like it.. I didnt care. I lost many "friends"because of my change. I dont regret taking my decision
because it showed me who my "friends"really were. I cried many times because I didnt know what to do. Through people's eyes i was alone. In my head, I knew I wasn't. I had the greatest friend of all. I had God by my side.. He gave me the COURAGE to take all my decisions. I knew I was taking the risk of being the alone girl at school, but it didnt matter anymore. I used to be the indecisive girl that depended on other people to make choices but now I ONLY DEPEND ON GOD.
The results of my decision were amazing. I found myself after being lost for such a long time. I Know who I am and what I want. Sometimes in life we have moments that requires alot of courage. One of them is right now.. writing this essay about something so real.
I made a DECISION and i changed my life. How about YOU ??
God Bless You
*Bianca*
P.s: This is my English essay I had to write for a test. It;s about courage and decisions. Hope Yall Like It !!!

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Bianca this essay will talk to a lot of teenager in school, hope the teacher lets you read it :-)

God Bless You

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