My Story (part 2)

Until one day… a Wednesday service to be exactly. The Pastor preached that when you don’t have a commitment with God; you feel empty. As he was describing how you feel when you don’t have God; I had to hold my tears. In my head I was like “ that’s me”. It was like he was describing me… I was speechless. Then he made a prayer…and when I opened my mouth to start my prayer..I just started to cry. But I cried like I never did before. Pastor told us to open our hearts and tell God what was wrong. I tried my best to say something… but only tears would come out. I let go of everything I had inside of my heart that day. Then pastor asked if you wanted to have a commitment with God and taking the first step: baptism in water to come forward. Now in my head the devil tried to put the doubt. I didn’t mention but I got baptizied when I was 12. It was just a shower. A dry sinner got in and a wet sinner came up. All based by emotions. Anyways… the devil almost made me give up. I was scare to even think about what other people might say or think of me. I had to be strong…so I went forward; I was on my knees and I asked God to forgive me for everything I was doing. Once the prayer was over; I looked around and I received a lot of surprise glances. It didn’t matter anymore because I had made my decision. I was getting baptizied; big decision. But the devil didn’t give up. He put more friends in my way. It was up to me to either go with my “friends” or be faithful to God. My decision was to let go of of this world and be serious with God for the first time in my life. My baptism day was finally here.. December 31,2008. I saw big changes from that day on.. also big battles…

To be continue….

God Bless You

Bianca