My Endless Love

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This is song is dedicated to my Love. Don't worry if you don't have anybody for valentine's day, Jesus already loves you much more than anybody can. After all He died for you right?

Enjoy

Bi

He is speaking, but are you listening?

Emotions, Emotions... haven't we all been controlled by them? I know I have, and let me tell you...it's not a good place to be!

In my case, I let my emotions completely run wild. I would often be thinking about my problems but instead of trying to solve it, I would it feel sorry for myself. I was drowning in a sea of tears.. as if they could help me. I knew I had faith, I knew God was real but why did He feel so distant?

Easy question, right? I didn't get at all back then! I was letting my heart control my life and I was forgetting that I actually had a BRAIN! (gasp!!) I just wasn't using my intelligence but instead I was using all of my emotions. I was spiritually stuck, and that's what is happening to many people today. Shocker? maybe not to everybody, but to most people!

Now that I look back, I realize that God was there the whole time. He never left me alone, even in my moment of stupidity!! I just wasn't listening to His guidance; emotions seems to have that effect on people. They make us deaf, blind and mute... but that's another post (lol) Sometimes I say that God was probably yelling "Get a clue, Bianca!" Haha I strongly think so!

So this is the quote of the everyday life... He is speaking, but are YOU really listening?

God bless

Bi

P.S: Great song by Mandisa :)

I'm Back!!!!

So last summer, my life had a complete change...now that I look back it was all emotions!!! However through those moments I've learned to trust more in God, and let Him guide me through my problems...after all He never fails right?

Long story short I'm back!!! God has never failed to impress me with His love and mercy. I don't what I would've done without Him in those times of tribulations! He gave me the strength, courage, faith and so many things to get back in the battlefield.

We all go through tough times in life, I've now learned that through those moments our hearts are like play-dough in His Hands... He's molding and shaping us!! So ready the quote and take action.. be that girl or guy (haha) that the devil trembles when you wake up, not because you are all that but because God is with you!

Go on my friend, Let God take the wheel :)

God Bless

Bi

Who are you?

"You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye." Matthew 7:5

I really like this post because it has everything to do with I was talking about today at church. Unfortunately there are many people in church only playing a role of "christian"... sure they read the Bible or pray at church so everybody can see how holy they are. However outside the four walls of the church they are completely somebody else. I was like that before I converted; inside the church it was too easy to fool anybody with a sweet smile and few words of faith. Outside the church I wanted to be like all the other girls! I only cared about my appearance, how popular I could be and how many friends I had.. what a joke right?

The various preaches I heard at church were only words to me, I didn't care! Everything else was far more important to me than God. However you can't hide behind the mask of hypocrisy forever. Slowly but surely your actions and words show who you really are... completely empty.

Thank God I heard His Words in time so I could repent and really convert but its not like that with the majority of people. Telling people all the stories of the Bible or acting all holy in front of others is really easy but that doesn't make you a person of God.

Stop pretending to be something you are not! Make a decision today... after all WHO ARE YOU?

"So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot or cold, I will vomit you out of My mouth" Revelations 3:16

God Bless, Bianca

I'm Singing

So many of you know I love to sing! I guess is not much of a secret...lol :) However I've been asked why do I sing at church, why do I like it so much.. You might think "Oh that's a easy question"... funny thing I never found enough words to explain.

Recently I was listening to my new cd and I came across a song named I'm Singing. While I was listening I was like "Yes! that's exactly why! So I wanted to share with yall, why I'm Singing :)

What's your offering?

Wow, its been quite a long time since I've written anything in this blog but I haven't forgotten about my dear readers :) So Happy New Year everybody!!

So many things have happened in my life in the past few months; some good but others not so much. However as I reflect back I realize it's all part of God's will being done in my life. These moments made me stronger, wiser, mature and much more understanding. I have new goals, things I want to accomplish and I know I'll get there!

 I want to emphasize the importance of each one of us to take part in the work of God. We must understand that when we give our best at whichever responsibility we have at church, we are giving a offering to God. '

It's like the story of Cain and Abel. Cain gave the leftovers of his crops, the ones he didn't need. There are many Cains around churches; these people are usually complaining about everything. They feel like the little they do is already a burden, an obligation. These people never really give their all... no wonder they never see results. On the other hand we have Abel, the youth that gave the best sheep in his flock as a sacrifice to God. Abel had a heart for God, a heart wanting to please God. Abel in churches nowadays are quite hard to find... they are the ones that serve with a smile on their faces; if rebuked they learn, grow and move on because they know it's God taking care of them. They love to serve because they love God. They don't care if people will recognize them but they know that God sees what they do. The modern day Abel treat the work of God with fear and dedication... and that's why they bear fruits on what they do.

There are many Cains and Abel out there... who are you?

God Bless

Bianca

The Women that helped me- Mrs.Leia

Mrs.Leia came to Austin with her sweet and caring personality. She slowly started to gain our trust and we gained hers. I remember her always telling stories about her times as an assistant, first years of marriage, her conversion. She started to help us with her faith, and we had a friend in her. I loved staying the whole day in the church because she would teach me how to cook, iron...

Her example made me want to be like her. She always gave a word of faith, and would lift us up. She would laugh with us and make us smile when we felt down.

She disciplined us to become women of God. She believed

in each one of us, she knew we could do so much more.

She made me realize how much I needed God in my life, she prayed for me, she taught me, she wasn't just the pastor's wife... she was much more than that.

Did I mention that she got all of us to wear skirts one day??

Dear Mrs.Leia

Thank you for everything you've done for me. I love you so much! I know you will make the difference anywhere you go. I will always cherish you in my heart and know that I appreciate everything you taught me. Thank you for being patience and loving all the way. Thank you for helping me in the long journey of conversion. Thank you for your example. Thank you for your prayers, advice and laughs. May God bless you more and more!

With lots of love, Bianca