My Savior, My Lord

HE IS MY BEST FRIEND; HE IS THE ONE THAT UNDERSTANDS ME AFTER ALL. HE IS THE ONE THAT LOVE ME UNCONDICIONALLY. HE IS THE ONE THAT GIVES ME THE STRENGHT EVERYDAY. HE IS THE ONE THAT GIVES ME A NEW OPPORTUNITY EVERYDAY EVEN THOUGH I DON’T DESERVE SUCH COMPASSION. HE IS MY SHINING STAR THAT LEADS MY WAY. HIS LOVE IS LIKE SWEET WATER....SO REFRESHING. HIS PRESENCE FILLS ME. HIS HANDS PROTECT ME FROM ANY HARM. HIS CAPACITY OF FORGIVING AMAZES ME THE MOST. EVEN WHEN WE, HUMANS, USE HIM, TREAT HIM SO BAD. HE CAN STILL FORGIVE US. HE GIVES A NEW OPPORTUNITY. HIS ARMS ARE ALWAYS WELCOMING. HE IS EAGER TO HAVE YOU CLOSE. HE WANTS TO SHOW YOU HIS LOVE. HE CALLS US THE APPLE OF HIS EYES. FOR ME IS A SUCH A HONOR. GOD CONSIDERS ME THE APPLE OF HIS EYES. NO ONE CAN TAKE HIS PLACE IN MY LIFE. ALL MY LIFE IS FOR HIM. WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH TO EXPRESS MY LOVE. I DON’T JUST LOVE GOD… I AM IN LOVE WITH GOD. MY FIRST LOVE. I LOVE AND I AM LOVED. MY BELOVED FATHER…I AM HERE. MY LORD, IF IT WASN’T FOR YOU…I WOULD’BE LOST. YOU SAVE ME FROM MY OWN SELF. YOU GIVE ME A REASON TO SMILE EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE. JUST TO KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME SMILE FOR A LIFETIME. I LOVE HOW I CAN PLACE MY PROBLEMS IN YOUR HANDS. YOU GIVE THE PEACE I HAVE 24/7. HE NEVER JUDGES ME; INSTEAD HE GUIDES ME THROUGH A PROBLEM. IN HIS HEART I FIND REST FOR MY SOUL. IT’S SO AMAZING TO KNOW THAT HE CONSIDERS US SO IMPORTANT THAT HE GAVE HIS LIFE FOR US. WITH GOD BY MY SIDE….WHOM SHALL I FEAR? HE IS MY EVERYTHING. AND I LOVE HIM FOR SAVING ME AND ACCEPTING THE WAY I AM. MY LORD, MOULD ME AND MAKE ME THE WAY YOU WANT ME TO BE. I AM YOURS.

Courage..

Changing my life was definetly a decision that needed alot of courage. I really had to be brave to make choices that honestly were going to change me.

At first, I had to change who i was. I used to wear a mask and be different around certain people. I wanted to "fit in". I didnt know that being like everybody else would affect me so much, but it did. I was miserable. With time i forgot who the real Bianca was. I looked at myself in the mirror and I had confusion in my eyes. I didnt know who i was. Most people say that happens because we are young and we go through "identity crisis", but i know that the only one to blame for my actions was myself. I was the one who wanted to "fit in", I didnt have to do it.. But i did.

After thinking about it, I finally realize that i needed help. But not any type of help, I needed God's help. So I took the decision to be myself. I decided to be who I am. If my "friends"didnt like it.. I didnt care. I lost many "friends"because of my change. I dont regret taking my decision
because it showed me who my "friends"really were. I cried many times because I didnt know what to do. Through people's eyes i was alone. In my head, I knew I wasn't. I had the greatest friend of all. I had God by my side.. He gave me the COURAGE to take all my decisions. I knew I was taking the risk of being the alone girl at school, but it didnt matter anymore. I used to be the indecisive girl that depended on other people to make choices but now I ONLY DEPEND ON GOD.

The results of my decision were amazing. I found myself after being lost for such a long time. I Know who I am and what I want. Sometimes in life we have moments that requires alot of courage. One of them is right now.. writing this essay about something so real.

I made a DECISION and i changed my life. How about YOU ??

God Bless You

*Bianca*

P.s: This is my English essay I had to write for a test. It;s about courage and decisions. Hope Yall Like It !!!

Making a Difference...

So yesterday, the YPG Girls and I went to the mall. We saw so many ways to dress up ourselves but we all wanted one thing: DRESSES !!

I know, I know.. Dresses ?? YES !! We decide to make a difference. We dont want to dress up just like all girls in this world. We want to be different and we want them to notice. Now a days all you see is girls wearing short shorts or very open shirts. You also see girls with a more gothic look. Black clothes, dark and haevy makeup. What they dont realize is that they are really hiding their true beauty.

You dont need to wear seductive clothes to feel beautiful !! No !! You are actually exposing yourself and you are losing your natural beauty.

So my friends, lets dress ourselves cautionsly ans show our true natural beauty !!!

P.S : The picture above is The YPG Girls dressed up !! Its fun !! =)

God Bless YOU

Bianca

Words that Destroy....

How many times have you said something that you regret it ?? Probably many times. I honestly think that at least once in a lifetime people say something that they regret it until today. They wish they could take it back but once its said then its too late.
It usually happens when emotions are involved. We are in a situation that emotions are just flowing making diffucult to watch what we say. We end up saying things that we never meant. We forget to use our head.. consequently we use our heart.
We end up hurting so many people with our careless words. Words can build someone or destroy them. How many friendships were destroyed because of words ?? How many people see others in a different way because of words ?? How many people still have scars in their heart because they were hurt with words ? Words can kill.
So my friends, HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE YOU DESTROYING WITH YOUR WORDS ?? Use your words carefully. "He who guards his lips guards his life, but he who speaks rashly will come
to ruin. ( Proverbs 13:3)
God Bless You
* Bianca*

October 31

October 31, 2009 was the day where my life Changed. The day i found TRUE LOVE ! I had my encounter with God.
It started at 5:40 am, I woke up determined to finally receive the biggest Blessing of all. I prayed asking God to prepare my heart. Then i went to church at 7am. We had a meeting just to seek the Holy Spirit. I was ready to change my life. We started to pray and I put my all on this prayer. Then in one moment God changed my life. He came in and gave me the greatest gift of all. I started to cry and laugh at the same time. I found true happiness. I had peace in my heart.
Once the prayer was over, I was smiling and laughing. I was so happy that i cant describe. I have the strenght to climb a mountain and scream to the whole world that I LOVE JESUS !!
It was the happiest day of my life. Now that i found true love, I am not letting go. God changed me !! I realize that i didnt know what love, happiness and peace was before I met God.
God can change you too. Just give yourself to Him. Let God show you what TRUE LOVE IS.
God Bless You
*Bianca*

Keep it Real...

I was thinking during lunch, how many teens change their behavior just to "fit in". My answer is almost all of teenagers change themselves today. Changing their attitudes, they way they talk, laugh, dress, walk.. just to fit in with a group of people. Are they Happy ??? Proably Not !!

They have to put on a mask and be a total different person because so and so told them to. They want to please everyone but they end up forgeting about themselves. People like this are constantly changing. Its only a matter of time before they foget who they really are.

So my friends, Dont change yourself to please anyone. Show your true colors and if your "friends" disapprove then they are not your friends at all !!

Be yourself !! Its the best person you can be !!

God Bless You

*Bianca*

Wake Up....

It's interesting how we get caught between two decisions. The right one is always in front of our eyes but we still pick the wrong one. We thought it was right because it seemed easy but ended up breaking our face.

Our decisons lead our life. If we only make bad decisions then we will ALWAYS ended up hurt. My friend, make your decisions carefully. Dont be blinded by your emotions. Dont be fooled by your heart. READ JEREMIAH 17:9

Make your decisions with intelligence. Dont be fooled !! That's why the title says: Wake Up !!

God Bless You

* Bianca*

Smile...

Yesterday some of the ypg girls and i went envagelizing in a neighborhood close to church. While we were walking, we were talking about how good it feels to smile or to receive a simple smile when we are feeling down. I soon realize how many people try to hide their pain with a fake smile. They really dont have a reason to smile but they do it anyways. They smile when they really wanted to cry. They live by using a mask. They want to show a life of happiness that they dont even have.

While envagelizing, I stopped a young girl and with a huge smile on my face I gave her an invitation. I also told her God Bless You. She smiled and i started to wonder. Was she smiling because she is happy or because she is hiding ?? I gave myself a simple answer. You can only find true happiness when you have a real encounteer with God.

If you want to be happy then all you need is to give your life to Jesus !!!!!!! Let Him make you happy !!!

God Bless You

* Bianca*

Be Transparent

Why its so hard to be transparent, I ask myself sometimes. We are so used in believing that "Being Pure " is just to be sincere with others and stop pretending to be someone else. Being Transparent is much more than that.

Being Transparent is being courageous on showing how fragile we are. Being able to talk about how you feel. Being Transparent is to be able to let go of a mask and put down our weapons. Destroy those huge and thick walls that we worked so hard to build. Allowing yourself to show how sweet you really are. Most of the times, we decide NOT to take the risk and not exposing our true self.

We prefer to hold on to the suffering than to let go of the tears from our heart. We lose ourselves in a search for an answer, when we have the simple choice of giving our life to God. Accepting that we know nothing and we are afraid of this world. As painful as it can be, we Build a mask that only keep us away from God. We prefer to suffer so we can have the feeling of protection.

Because we drown more and more with our fake words,actions and feelings. Its not because we are liars but its because we are lost in our souls. We dont even know who we are anymore. With the pass of the years, we already forgot how sweet and delicate we can be.

For everything that we suffer in life, we cry in silence in our rooms. In the silence we "miss"who we were before all happened. With a SCREAM FOR HELP that we hold in for such a long time that we are unable to keep it in anymore. Unfortunately we learned that revenge, anger and criticisim could make us feel better but it doesnt. All you need is to be humble and ask for help.

Watch You Thoughts; They become words

Watch Your Words; They become actions

Watch Your Actions; The become habits

Watch Your Habits, They become character

Watch Your Character; It BECOMES YOUR FUTURE

GOD CAN HELP YOU !!!!

*Bianca*

P.S: This was written by our Youth Group Leader, it was so good that i had to share it with yall !!!

All Eyes On Me....

So Today was Crazy hat and sunglasses day. I have a pair of really big sunglasses and i decided to wear it. To my surprise everybody was looking at me, stopping me in the hallways, like i was famous or something. I didnt think a pair of plastic sunglasses would draw so much attention but it did !!! I honestly dont like too much attetion in school. I rather be the invisble girl . All of this attention made me think about how far does someone go for a little bit of attetion ???
Teens do all crazy things because they want attention, it could be from their parents, teachers, even friends. What they dont know is that by doing bad things they are only turning themselves INVISIBLE before God's eyes.
So my friend, who are you ?? The Attention Seeker or the teen that doesnt care about how people see you but by how God see you ??
God Bless You
* Bianca*

Until When...

Yesterday I had the Youth Group meeting and it was very strong.Pastor was telling us how we have to be mature when it comes to the Work of God. He also said that many of us are still babies when it comes with God. I was revolted, not with Pastor but with myself. I realize that I have to keep growing spiritually. I have to stop being a kid and grow up. It was one of those meetings where each word is a slap across your face. It hurts but then it helps you.
So i started to ask myself, until when are you going to be a kid in your spiritual life ?? My eyes opened and i made a decison. I decided to do more than i usually do. I decide to make a DIFFERENCE!! I prayed and i asked God for strength.
So I ask you, my friend, until when YOU are going to be a kid in your spiritual life ??? Its Time To Wake Up !!!!
God Bless You
* Bianca*

Welcome !!!!

Well I am a simple 14 year-old that enjoys writing. My goal on making this blog is to first send a message that it will help my readers grow in life. Secondly i want to share my experiences with yall. I want to express what i cant with my own lips. I also want to talk about situations that teens face in life. You are more than welcome to write comments. I hope you guys like it.

God Bless You

* Bianca*